Here he was almost a year ago, his very first birthday. How do you top that one, I am at a loss for words, somedays I can't beleive he is even here. He came into my life when no one ever thought it would happen, he had a rough start but we prevailed. His first birthday was at the zoo, he loved it all the animals and the cutest monkey cup cakes..
As this second birthday comes closer and closer ok a month and a half away I just keep thinking Wow times fly. Now what do I do, he is already into that terrible twos and somedays I just want to pull my hair out (does that make me awful...?) I have one of those pull my hair out and run away screaming kind of days almost once a week dow a days. Motherhood doesn't get easier, it seems to get harder as you go.
So back to the birthday, I really want it to be fun, no too much I am always telling all those that love him so, that he doesn't need the latest toy trend, or everything they see on tv....but does that stop them......NO, you should see his room.. People come over and think I have 5 boys not just one. Then I always get the hey aren't you going to try for another one, you can't just want one. What is that, you can't just have one child? sorry everyone but they are not chips he is a boy and yeah he is probally my one and only.....see I have this age thing and its just getting worse. I mean he is a miracle, after 40 they say your chances are like what 5 percent and it gets less each year. So yeah one.
Ok sorry ranting again.......So here is what I would love to do
But with a Car's and Buzz lightyear theme if there is one.....lol So I will keep you posted, it will be my first two year old birthday cake, but it looks doable right......